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Backstory Rewrite Again... (SAS) (6/28/26)
I don't like Koa's backstory, like everything else is fine and makes sense but the backstory feels so tone-less. Like why would they take Koa's people for just defending theirsevles? I think wanted to make the story dark and refect crazy real life things that sometimes happen but theirs a bigass plot hole within that. We can go dark and still make it fit the story and the world problem, a world problem that's also dumb, why are humans attacking dragon people like yeah people are racist without reason but this is a fantasy setting where racism is normal and death is also normal so it doesn't make since for people to care about dragons being hunted and humans being killed by them. It's a mess, me changing this will conpletly ruin both of their backstorys that I to damn tired to go back and fix.
So instend, dragons are hunted for what they drop, this being scales and such and those things can be used for tools and wenptons which is why their being so targeted. Poison dragons get hunted for their poison that's stored in their guts that's why Dokuja's village was killed. But since this is mainly targeding dragons Dokuja will still have a reason to start his crew and kill humans.
And for Koa, well I still don't know, I was going to use he's main story line of being pushed to he's limit before breaking but I don't know how to start and end that arc though his backstory, and I had some other idea where we would use magic to take the story somewhere though being cursed or some magic accident or the goddess fucking up some how or (if we were to take a page out of Witch hat atelier) some dark magic users can be the main villan of this story which they probably won't be, and if we remove the magic part maybe his family die in a accitent or the humans come back, but one of the things about the story that's a themes of shared experiences, feelings taking over actions, love and trust, and how unkind worlds do to people. So it would make more since to make his backstory about those themes.
Were still going to take a page out of Witch hat's book and just make the characters cause the problems lol. The timeline of their story is, "they meet for the first time after D crash lands into the green house, they both bond, something bad happens which causes them to separe for a long time, and after years of longing they reuite". Whatever the "something bad happening" part needs to have them separae so deep trauma can happen for Koa as well as tieing the main world problem with their problems. Look at the images below sorry if you can't see them, just look at my tumblr if you want to see it.
Koa's backstory:Black magic users or Humans killed his family after someone told on them that a Goddess was in the village and gets put to work (or gets cursed), 22 years later - Dokuja takes down another hide out and finally finds Koa. (also with the new lore, Dokuja's goddess gave him the power to kill other goddess to help with the goddess curse situation.)
I'm probably going to rewrite this story again and if I do I'll probably try not to take it seriously, I told myself that my stories should be fun and be for me and not for any type of work, since I easily get really tired and depressed when I don't like the way my work is going. Also I'm a big perfectionist, I'll never be fully happy with the work I make and me posting my work I think has made this feeling worse, the feeling that I have to post updates about my changes when they were their just made to be my reminders at first. I won't let these stories take the fun of writing away from me.
AU SAS (6/20/26)
SAS baby AU: Koa has to take a test to improve on his healing abilities, the creating life test where a healer has to grab three random materials to create a live creature. Then they have to raise the living creature like one of their own. When they hit one year of age they take the child to the nature goddess to see if they act normal, if so they pass and if not they fail.
Story Idea (Vtuber__) (6/20/26)
I really like Vtubers and I’ve been getting a lot of story ideas of creating my own VT and making stories about them. I'm calling the Vtubers instead of anime characters, because it's easier to say and so it feels more like a community.
Aaron update (6//26)
I'm trying Aaron back into a werewolf, the idea of skin-walker was annoying me, Yama is just a wired blood based monster, and Raven will still be a witch.
Koa's race design and AU's (6/10/26)
Koa race design: Koa's race is basicly those human-like creature designs that are very cat like and have no colored eyes, but with extra steps. Their more colorful, heavyly based of of jacklope, and are mainly coverd in flower and fins, and flower tails that puff pollen to protect their selfs from attckers. I don't really have art of this besides some of my redesign art for Koa. Au bullshit: I have a-lot of AU ideas for (SAS) so I'm going to give a quick summary of them. Modren day AU: Their just human and with least trauma, Koa is black and probably works at a restaurant and Dokuja is puerto rican and works at a tattoo shop. They were probably childhood friends and one of them moved away and they reunion at the restaurant Koa works at and they reconnect. Happy AU: The name expalns its self, an AU where the things that went wrong in their lives never happend. I don't have a-lot of ideas for this besides changing the outfits and make the character designs have heart shapes both on their body and outfits. Dokuja moves in to koa’s village or he moves to a big citizen and they meet Koa.Random (6/9/26)
Also random fact about Koa, he is not only one of the nurses, a creature handling, and a cook, but also a teacher for the children and adults of the community shelter. He mainly teaches them how to get though life and basic stuff like abc and 123's to children. (and to some adults that need it) He's not the best at it but there's no one that can help him. The community shelter works most but since this one is very low buget but has a-lot of people some have to be moved to A. different buildings (most of them are abandoned) or B. move to some ones house, if you could guess most of them went to Koa's house. (with the prumison of his mother of course) Working like a single mom that works to jobs.
Thankfully the community shelter does get more workers that actually care so Koa doesn't have to work so hard, but the first 5 months where ruff for him.New story idea (9 Lives) (6/7/26)
My idea is this character gets curse or wears something curse that gives him the power of 9 ancient gods, but with the cause of having those gods possess them and take over the body and use it as their own. These gods are evil and were sealed up for a reason, I don’t know who but someone sealed them with a curse.
This story takes place in modern day and is not using other cultures, I felt like if I was using a pre-existing culture for my story would be wrong since I kinda already have ideas on how this culture works and their backstories so me using one would be weird, but this is modern times I sound be using a custom that already exists right? Wrong, I made up a “new” creature that’s like humans but they have their own culture and mythology so I don’t step on any toes.
SAS character rewrite again (6/6/26)
Dokuja: I really don't like the personality I gave Dokuja. I think the cunty and kind personality is fine but I don't like how I made that is main personality trat to the point where he acted like a asshole (as in Koa recovery arc) and I don't like the flirty personality that's for more then Koa and the fact that's feels like it's the only way they flirt. Asbaly when I have Koa not like being flirted at. I also just don't like how I didn't have a reason for Koa to still have feelings for Dokuja, like they where just ment to be togther but without a reason.
Dokuja is very cunty, kind, but he's now also very silly (which is something that Koa likes), he's not just jokey like doesn't do mainly puns or whatever, he's just likes to make others laugh by doing silly things (i'm to tired to say exmpale). He's also very emontial and emontaily intellagent, he can feel the emontals of others and will quickly become emontial. He's also a anti-hero, I don't think Dokuja as a character should be some clean and prefet person, he kills people and sometimes can be overcome by emontiens to the point where he losses himself. Also baby Dokuja (16 and below) was a very quiet and easily emoantil child because of the his home life. Like he's fake dad wasn't abusive but he always had to stay home and hide so humans wouldn't find him, which led to him being very lonely and sad.
Koa recovery arc: I'm only doing a slit change, I'm keeping his mom since it doesn't make since for Dokuja to start taking care of him when he still has work to do, and Dokuja and Koa actually bond, like Koa still doesn't remember him but they're actually talking to each other and starting to show a like for one another. You'll see the end of Koa's recover after probably when Dokuja comes back after lossing he's arm. (I forget to say this I think so I'll say it here, Koa starts off skinny and gets bigger when Dokuja comes back because of his stress eating)
Besides from that I also wanted to fix some of the stuff I was unsure about.
Arc change: The arc Chrysalis is being change, I just don't like the way I explained it last time. Like I said before Dokuja losses an arm and crash lands into Koa's village again and recovers. That's was what the arc was going to mainly be about and it kinda still is but I want him to 1. Work on his relationships with his crew and 2. Work on his powers more since he's been only using a little. This arc is mainly just Dokuja work shit out while dealing with the trauma of lossing a arm.
Endings: After the main story is finished Dokuja does setlle down with Koa, but he's worker is like his job now. He gets paid to help towns/villages protect themselfs from humans.
Dokuja's powers: Besides from dragon powers, I've been thinking of also making him a god chosen worker. In one of my blogs I talked about a soon as Koa was taken Dokuja went looking for him but he doesn't know where to start since he is just a baby (16). Maybe when he was traveling he was bless by a goddess and that's how he got he's powers. He would probably get the powers of an warrior goddess or something so he can be stronger. (also sorry for not always know what to do with some of the story and then going back in a different blog just to re-explain it all, my brain is very slow) For how he got he's crew was a-lot easyer. Dokuja goes to a hiden village and finds dragons in hiding, he protects them and one (or some) of them what to fight for their familys and leave with Dokuja.
Oc characterization (Ignorance is Bliss) (6/4/26)
Characters I've already talked about will be shorter. I’m changing some things: making their story’s separate, making some of the characters more mean and evil, and add more side characters. Most of these are self explanatory but the reason why I’m making their story’s separately is so they can have the space to grow and became their own characters that don’t rely on one other. Because I’ve been having problems with writing their stories without the first thing coming to mind being that their friends and their cute friend group activies, and I like their friendship but I think it’s more important that I can separate them and still have a interesting story going on. They can all be friends in a different universe, just not in this one (Ignorance is bliss: friendship AU).
Character summary:Raven: An evil black magic witch that's trying to crack the code of healing magic to help cure the world and in doing so she slowly starts to loses herself. She's overly confident, selfist, rude, is a girl failure, and lacks morality. She wears long sleeved gloves, has pointy ears (but isn't an elf), has black hair with some color inside of the hair, and wears mainly gothic and vintage clothes. Her hobbies are reading and writing, learning magic, book club, candle making, makeup, and making her enemies suffer.
Apollo: A human that found interest in voodoo and curses wants to find freedom and purpose in their life. He was born partially deaf in both ears, is a smartass, likes fashion and wants to be a designer, spends most of his time playing video games, and is into voodoo. He feels the need to prove himself since he's parents have low expentshon of him. He at first learned voodoo to fuck with he's parents, now he wants to learn voodoo to defend heself from other people. He has tan skin, long hair with black roots and blonde tips, has a bunch of moles, and he’s eye color is black.
Yama: A lonely creature living in an underground base waiting to see the world with their own eyes. She's a blood-base monster with a power called berserker, which uses blood to turn parts of their body into anything. She likes arts and crafts, doll making/ Bjd customize, figure making, figure/ trinket/ plushie/ manga/ magazine/ art book/ whatever art related thing collector, cross-dress, fanboying/fangirling, and playing story based games like visual novels. She's shy, quiet, weird/creepy. She doesn't have social skills nor knows any social cues. She never talked to someone outside before. She has toobs stiking out of her, pointy ears, gray skin, big eyes, long black and white hair, and blood contaner in her chest. (character design note: design changes a-lot, Yama likes to change her look.)
Aaron: A human cursed into being a werewolf is now roaming the streets looking for a new home. He loves baking/cooking, coding and engineering, stuffed animals (mainly sea creatures), gardening, crochet/knitting, knife collecting, Lego building, and action figures. I already talked about the way he looks but to summarize, short hair, tan skin, point but small ears, covered in scars, has some body modifications, like tattoos piercings, hair dying (when he gets bigger and got this idea from some friends), and has eyes that’s are tinted with a bit of red.
More oc bullshit (SAS - Koa) (6/6/26)
memory loss: Because of what Koa went though, his memories have suffered, he only remembers that his family is dead (I’m thinking of killing his mom off and replacing her with Dokuja or something). But he doesn’t remember Dokuja.
leader role (community shelter’s nurse, creature handling, community shelter’s cook): This is still an idea, but what if he gets turn into a healer by the natural goddess and slowly heals the forest.
(Goddess lore dump: there’s gods in this world that their are region locked, but can have the same typing in those different regions, so their can be more then one natural gods. But those goddesses have to gain their power through three ways, 1. Find old charms/tools that previous goddess used, 2. Get your powers from a goddess, and 3. *the hardest, longest, and rarest way* gain your power by training your power to the fullest, to the point where your at the levels of one or where you could possibly destroy the world. This leads to not only gods with different abilities, power levels, and different cultures, but also different groups where those gods would gather and talk/make big decisions for the region.)
To get back on track, goddess sometimes have servants (most of the time their cult members) but some of those gods (if their powerful enough) can turn other people into the workers and give them a bit of their power to make their job easier. Which is what the natural goddess is doing to Koa, making them a worker after seeing them work hard to protect the wildlife and people of their region (no I don’t have a name). Koa doesn’t know what’s going on, he just thinks the natural goddess is just messing with him. Also he gets a star marking on he’s forehead and vines on his arms and legs to show he’s change. Though the powers of the natural goddess, he gets the power to heal others but more importantly, heal corpontay and dead. He is not a necromancier or anything, he’s just good at healing. The reason why the natural goddess is doing this is because the region where Koa village is was destroyed by humans and was struggling to recover. So seeing Koa slow help the wildlife made the goddess chose him.
Koa’s design over the arcs: After being imprisoned he looks very tired and empty, his horns, scales (the stuff on his face), and tail were cut off. Thankfully his horns do grow back.
Personally fix: Im not really likening the personally of Koa, I either wrote him to be very cold and kinda heartless or I wrote him to be too soft and sensitive like a UwU baby and I think the problem is that I want him to be a little cold to others (mainly Dokuja) because he doesn’t want to get attached to people since he’s mainly surrounded by dead and he going through a lot of emotional and physical pain, but I also want to make him sweet and caring and motherly but I don’t know how to even it out. I want Koa to show different colors of his personality, like he’ll be very sweet and patient with the everyone at the community shelter but he’s cold and untrusting of others outside of it. And it’s not like he hates those people (at least most of them), he just doesn’t know if they’re trustworthy or not especially Dokuja. To Koa, Dokuja is just some random guy that keeps saying their long time friends when he doesn’t even know him. Even when Koa is being vulnerable, he’s usually not showing he’s true colors and is heavily masking himself so people won’t think there’s something wrong. This is not to say Koa is secretly hiding something in a bad way, like his not the bad guy nor is he “faking” his care for others, he just doesn’t want to open up and a lot of the time can come off as mean or uncaring. You’ll see when he cares, because when he does it’s though acts of service or gift giving. Also changing the personality of when he was a kid. I don’t like the way a portrayed him as a kid, to me it felt like he was so pure and innocent, like he kind of is but not to a holy degree. I’ll just make him least weirdly kind so his more human.
Aaron's character description
5/25/26
Aaron's design: I really like Aaron started off looking like a rat, short and ugly hair with a rat like tail because his hair is so short. His body type also starts off more skinny but later he gets more meat on his bones and his hair grows out because he's taking care of himself, this is NOT yo say that being skinny or having short hair is "unhealthy" it's just that Aaron doesn't take care of himself and it's not like he can anyway. His very poor so he doesn't really get to eat or shower and he also gets attack by humans and other monsters, which leaves him with a-lot of scars and stretch marks.
Also Aaron is a skinwalker now, I finally disided what monster Aaron will. (sorry if this sounds dumb) Aaron was cursed into being a skinwalker which cause him to loss his family, he stays homeless for a while and ends up falling into the monster world. This isn't a good thing by the way, he just gets harssted and attackted, he finds a abonded home in the deep forest and hids their for a while.
I'm also going to talk his character since I really haven't gotta the chanse to talk about him outside his werid relationship with Raven (something that I might not kept). Aaron is shy and quiet at first, but he becomes very motherly and protectvie with his friends, he also has a-lot of unhealthy habits like drink and smoking and later on in the story would exercised too much and forgets to eat. It's mainly because of trauma with food and feeling useless when he isn't doing anything. Aaron's favortive video games are strategy games, survival horror. puzzle games, and action RPG's, he also likes doing cosplay and will help sewing and crafting the outfits.
SAS again
5/24/26
story (again): I want the overall theme of SAS to be about love and the different ways it come in, but also to make it about morally and mental health and how to survive it in a world that doesn't know how. Fantasy a-lot of the time show a part of time where things like murder and racsim were normalized, so I wanted to use this peried of time to talk about these dark topics and how the characters react to them, thats why I added the dead of that one girl to Koa's backstory. Not only did I want to see how he would react to being ask to murder someone innocent but also how does he deal with it. Like I want to know how deal with mental health and if they understand why treating it properly is important or how to. To be clear I'm not trying to use this theming to be a bigot nor endorsing bad mentel health practies.
Dragons hoard: Dokuja - gems, coins(money/gold), jeweler, and silck fapric with patterns. Orochi - cooking tools, seasonings, and fire resistant stuff. Eclipse - pearls, coarl, sea shells, and beach rocks. Quartz - gemstones, rocks, and weapons. Sol - doesn't hoard anything.
Dokuja x Crew: Dokuja and Orochi. Dokuja and Eclipse. Dokuja and Sol. Dokuja and Quartz
Koa and Dokuja timeline (A Dragon's Tail and being renamed "Survivors and Sacrifice")
5/19/26
Just basic summary and timeline of Survivors and Sacrifice. (SAS)
Broken HeartKoa and Dokuja backstorys and their starter goals.
Cerulean SeaDokuja goes out to see and becomes a pirate and finds his crew.
Rising StarsKoa and Dokuja reuntie, and start bonding after some loss time, at least that's what Dokuja hoped for and after months of recovering in flower village (koa's village) Dokuja and his crew finally leaves.
ChrysalisDokuja and his crew tairn and get better gear for the battle (this arc is very short)
The Blade ItselfDokuja locks the fuck in and takes down the human leaders. The end.
Again this is just a summary.
The main thing I'm thinking about now is 1. how would I end this, and 2. what should I do with Koa and Dokuja relastuioship. Well for one I think this series doesn't really get a ending ending it's more like the endings of a sonic game like thats the end of that plot but its not the end of the story (sorry I just don't know the name of this story plot trope). I think it would end with them killing the main leaders of the Human dragon hunting thing (because I dougt theres only one) and thats the end of the main arc. I think Dokuja after killing the main leaders would still go on adventures and protect others, but if Koa and Dokuja are dating then maybe I should have him at some point stay with him so they don't have to be long disdis!, but I feel like that would remove the core of Dokuja's charater, and thats being active and wanting to save people so him sit! down now feels wrong, tho he does come around more often.
Speaking of Dokuja I wanted to talk about his lore. Since he was 16 he has looked for ways to free Koa but he's still a kid so he doesn't know what to do. (this is why it took so long) So he sets off and learns how to fight and where to get weapons and how to get people to join his team. (Dokuja isn't really a pirate he just acts like on) I wanted Dokuja to have the main team and then though their infuis on the world other people start joining in, they will be more like background characters then anything, but they are there show how much of Dokuja braver and kindness, (when he feels like showing it, I promise hes sweet just not that sweet) has made others not sceard! to protect and save their familys. But since their not pirates we don't have to worry about characters berying! each other. (this isn't the reason way their not pirates tho, I just don't want a stupid moment where some of the crew starts to berty! Dokuja)
Lastly I wanted to talk about how the world works in Survivors and Sacrifice since this is the last important writing tool I need to add to the story. To keep is bref!, the world is very split. There's some people think that dragons should stay extinct, some people still think their extinct, and some people want to help the dragons. This story is mainly sinter around dragons and loss so a-lot of the dragon issue is also part of the death of others though out history. (sorry if I sound dumb I so tired)
More shit
5/17/26
I want characters to be something important for Yama to learn from, like Apollo teachs her human stuff and gives her human stuff, Aaron teachs her love and loss and that it's ok to feel things, Lux teachs her how to defend/stand up herself, Raven teachs her how to deal with people and how to do normal things (like adult stuff since she's 18)
The reason as to why this is important is that world of monsters is very violent, theres gangs, lots of murder, all kinds of dark and twisted shit. I want death to be a normal thing to happen in this world and to make Yama feel unsafe and unwanted. Which is why I wanted her to have a caring group of friends. But their not any better ofcors!, at the end of the day their monsters, they have no morale no empathy and no remorse for others, if your friends with them it's probably because your usefull in some way. Obviously Yama's friends aren't useing her and guenliy! like her, this is just me explaining how monsters work.
Like Raven doesn't give most people curses but if your not friends with her and your being annoying then she will put a curse on you. (sidenote, curse can only be revasd! if one the person who put the cusres on someone dies or that person removes it themself. Besies from that you can go to a powerful witch to get it removed but that cost to much for most people.) Lux has a very black and white thinking (because she's 18 and she thinks she knows everything) so anyone that disagures with her is going to get murderd (she woke by the way, she just not good at it). The only person that isn't crazy is Apollo and thats because hes a human not a monster. Basicly everyone is fine with murder and cults and the other shit which makes the monster world a deras! places to be, but where is it? I'm currently think of maybe they live in a conpetly! different world but that seems so re-used. So maybe instead its in the same world but it's ither! 1. hided from humans, likein a deep part of the woods or something 2. it's in a different part of the same world, like in a different deminon! 3. it's in a different relm. Idk I just want it to be sereped! from the human world since human attack and hunt monsters in this world. greek gods, eldrich horror, cryites, gods of mass dershoin!, mythos, basic monsters, cathonic
Oc... (A Dragon's Tail and Ignorance is Bliss)
5/15/26
Visual descriptions backgrounds and items for A Dragon's Tail and Ignorance is Bliss.
I like to think that "A Dragon's Tail" buildings always look nature heavry, overgrown with plants, and traditional building look. (if you don't know what I'm talking about go to pinterest) Think of places like "Cafe sua da" Bonjour coffee shop in Saigon Vietnam, "Tokyo's Chic Treehouse Cafe", "Architectural Details of Bok Tower", "South street in Philadelphia, magic gardens", "Pachamama PARIS" "hotel Rincon de Josefa in Patzcuaro Mexico" and "Angawi house". (sorry if I spelled these wrong) For items it's just normal morden! day items but just dumb down to fantasy logic. (morden! would still be acsable! in a fantasy world they just didn't know how to make them so I think its fine) Like phones are just spells but something like a refrigerator would something like spells to kept the refrigerator cold or there made like normal refrigerators but again dumbed down for fantasy. You can also think of it like LL Arcane where they have magic storged in small orbs and you can use them like battries.
For "Ignorance is Bliss" they have a more silly and fun design for their buildings, like it looks like a cartoon. Nothing makes sense when it comes to building like a person could have a shoe for a house or a house with loony toons like proposhions! and it's fine, this also goes for items. Just type in silly houses in pinterest and you'll see what I'm talking about. And for most buildings their maily vintage / gothic look to them, this is because of these buildings where made years ago and are just being reused. Obviuosly not all places look like that but main citys do. For expanpl! Raven has a vintage/gothic pc setup in her room but Apollo has a more messy cyberpunk pc setup. Speaking a Apollo, he also has very in the fucer! game consles, think of IWSE Zhang's art (their on ArtStation) just very hyper cyberpunk. Also Yama's has a cute setup but it's very messy with toys and figtues, Aaron's setup is very home made, he does have the money to make a better setup (he also just doesn't care that much), and for my neww characters Lux her she has a horror pc setup because she like spooky stuff (I'll grt into her character when I learn more about her). The mood/level of creepy is like at Gavity falls, it's not just gore porn it has aceally horror emants here and sometimes make ref's to horror movies and horror tropes.
OC shit
Oc help all on tumblr (might update)
I'm so fucking oc pilled (A Dragon's Tail)
TW: SA, loss of body autonomy, bad coping methods.
5/13/26
Dokuja and Koa have been taking over my mind...
I think theirs momnts! where Dokuja apoajss! for what happen a-lot, like he knows how much damnej! has been done to this village just from him being there. Koa usellay! telling Dokuja to shut up and how no one blames him, but the both know that isn't not true. Koa is taking a break in the shelter's break rooms because he sprain his knees, Dokuja would say something like "You know, there nothing wrong with asking for help or taking a break really." with a softer tone in his voice, Dokuja knows why Koa is working so hard but needs to remind him that his health is just as important as the people he takes care of and Koa would reply "If I don't do something then no one will." And then Dokuja comes up with a great idea to have his crew help out, Koa rejest that idea saying "No afes! but I don't really think your crew can really be helpful here." Dokuja takes full afens! and brings his crew anyway to prove that they can help. Koa is upset about this but let it happen any since there isn't anyone there to help, Koa slowly bonds with Dokuja crew (can you let that I haven't come up with a name yet) and starts to trust them alittle.
Random story idea have for Koa and Dokuja that I wanted to make into short storys but I too busy to acually write. Koa's family made a box of memorys and put everythings that matters to them and bury it under the tangerine tree, when a decade pasts they will dig it up and look back on their memorys togther. It's that night of New Years, Dokuja and his team celabrate at the village's feavil!, Koa however is working at the shelther for the night since someone couldn't make it, thankfully his sift he's taken by some other worker so Koa leaves for the night. While on his way home he stops by to grab some flowers from the field and takes them to a simatrae!, Koa takes his time talking to and laying flowers on every grave of paitents and for his father and sister. Dokuja noitce him and checks up on him to see how he's doing and also take him home. Then they get home Koa digs up the box of memroys and places it on the kiten! counter. He then opens the box and looks though it, Dokuja doesn't know to much about Koa's culture so he asks, "What's that cute little box you got their?" and Koa response, "Its a box of memroys of my family, I wanted to open it since no one cares about this box anymore." He opens the box and finds some of his sister's hair and her favorite toy (a bird), his dad's pack of cigs and a piece of jewely, his mom's paint brush and her favortie cup, and for Koa he buried some tangerine seeds and his first coin (dollar) from his first job. As the look though it Dokuja gets a little emotional about it and Koa comfrots him. (Dokuja isn't trying to steal the atechon! away from the box, he just useally! beocmes emotional when he can feel someones pain.) And then make up and apologies to each other for the way they were acting, (D being pushy and K not talking) and Koa says something like "I want to get back together" the end.
Around the beinning! of Koa "recover" (being back home) his mom and Dokuja took care of him, he was very much a holo ver of himself so they tried paitent with him, well his mom did Dokuja didn't last very long before he started to rush things a-little. He tried to show him around and bring him things that used to make him happy but nothing was working, Dokuja has a hard time rapping his head round the idea Koa isn't the same person anymore, and it's not like he doesn't know that he's trying to cling on to hope that maybe a little bit of his boyfriend is still in their somewhere. Andvley! after a covnshion! with Koa's mom he chilled the fuck out. Dokuja beings Koa sweet treats which does help (surprisingly!). But this does cause Koa to start stress eating sweets, it just anything to give back his antonomy, when Dokuja realist! this he trys other things like bring him some of his old toys and books but that doesn't work. Then it gets worse, Koa falls back into self harm partice! When Dokuja and his mom try to stop him he hisses. Specking! of Koa, was non-verbal the hole time and didn't eat or nothing, he just stayed in bed staring out his window. I like to think Koa doesn't remeber! doing that when Dokuja asks because he was so out of it that the days begin to blur. And he still sturging! with stress eating and self harm but he's trying to kept it serect! since Dokuja and he's mom though that he got over it after kepting him away from sweets and shirp! items.
Koa probably has back, arms, and knee braces from how much work he does. Koa has work friends, I don't have any designs for them besides chill dude and bubby girl, they are some of the workers that acullay! care about helping the paitents get better. Most of the paintents call Koa mama sometimes, Koa doesn't hate that Dokuja flirts with he it's just makes him uncomforable and he does say something about it adveuly! .
Personalitys: Koa is very honst! and up front about everything which kind of makes him look like and asshole sometimes and makes it hard for him to lie about stuff. like you can tell when he's lying just from him not making eye content! and talking slower then useull!. Besides from that, he's also very caring and motherly, seruies about his work (shelter), might have a bit of RSD, and goes with the flow of thing. Like he will conplait about something if it bothers him but for the most part he'll allow it.
Dokuja is a cunting and he's quick on his feet and smart leader that can get out of any problem, he's also flirty with people (mainly Koa), he flirts in a joking way not in a sexual hassent way like a-lot of series do. Besides from that his caring and playfully and just wants everyone to enjoy theirselfs. Him and Koa are fighting for the same thing but in different ways, Dokuja activly hunting down humans and blow up bases while Koa does funding for commuitys and taking care of the weak and the lonely. This leads them to bicker about whats best for the people they want to protect. Dokuja is very romance! with his flirting, he will bring Koa flowers and sweets and even set up cute dates with each to big and fese! restrants!. Think of their relationship (after they get back togther) as quiet x playful type, like Koa isn't shy or anything he just doesn't like talking and Dokuja just likes to play and have fun.
Also just realisd that couples are build off of many different tropes to make them more intereing! so I'm just going to name a few. Left is Koa and right is Dokuja thought the poision! of someone facing a comptuer. old married couple, wide a sweet x tall and evil, mutual pining, chill dude x narcissistic drama queen, tired x feral idiot, selfless x greedy, shares food x will bite you for asking, big man small weapons x big weapons small man, care taker x killer, doesn't care that their crazy x is crazy, sharing cigs, doesn't get it x confident flirt, doesn't know any x loves romance tropes.
Oc slop for the day. (Ignorance is Bliss)
5/10/26
My oc's relationships and lore the blog. (might draw a relatioship chart)
I'm not sure if I'll go with this but I have an idea of instead of Aaron being a werewolf, he's like a werewolf like creature but not actually a werewolf. If that makes any since. Like his form is very fluff and tall but it's more uncanny. Like maybe he has horns or his face is all mess up, idk just something cool. Aaron and Ravens relationship is a interesting one, it all started with Aaron on his death bed after being attack by hunters (Hunters being humans that activly hunt monsters in this world, their not the FBI or the police their just normal people who activily wait for monsters to come out and then try to expose them to be real. But the humans in the world are dumb so most people bush it off as click bait content.) and Raven takes Aaron to her place to recover and they slowly bond or their trauma and their need for connection so they become friends... and then that be comes friends with benefits... and now now their like say thier friends but there fucking each other often so their relationship is very inereshing!. It's not like their too shy to date it's just they don't know what a relationship is really like or how to be in one so they just don't make it offical. Raven fanstasys her and Aaron dating but she doesn't want to push Aaron to quickly and she doesn't want to make them fall part like the last one. Aaron just doesn't care that much about dating, this isn't to say that he's not inetersend! in the idea but he thinks Raven doesn't see him more as a friend and they only fuck because their lonely (obviuosly she doesn't tho).
Cutie and Raven give very big sister vibes for Yama, they teach her how to live on her own wiel! her mom is away, they keep her out of danger, and they even play with her. Raven mainly takes care of her tho, Raven teachs her about how to talk to real people and help her with her mental health. Yama and Apollo are like counsins!, they rarely talk to each other and when the do caos! insos!.
Yama really does treat her friend like fiction characters most of the time, like yes of course Yama loves her friends and genueliy! care for them, but she has a tendese! to... write fanfics about them... and, draw them in comics where their acting out of character. Like I said before Yama grow up with internet colcher! (and anime) for most of her life, she doesn't know how wrong that is to write ship fics about her friends (without asking). Thankfully Raven helps her uderstand.
Also Yama lore update: 1- I might age down Yama, I don't really have I reason or anything I just think it might fit her better. 2- might also add my other oc choco that was Yama pet girffen! in the past and make them into a normal cat. 3- Yama has a knee ankle foot brace, a curve top adjustable cane, and wrist braces (splints) (sorry if the names are wrong), Yama is just organs and flesh thats being expeamted! on to become more humaniod! so her body needs some support while she grows.
I'm not sure if I'll make Cutie part of the main cast, I might make her a side character insteand that or redesign her/make a new character to fill in her place, idk. God do I want to show off what visual ideas I have for the backgrounds and to show how dark the tone will be, I'm just not good at drawing buildings and background.
Oc descriptions (Ignorance is Bliss or Togetherness. I still don't know what to name it)
4/29/26
Raven: Witch, Pronouns: she/they, Birthday: 6/12, Age: 23, pansexual, ADHD. Knows black magic but mainly does conjuration/ creation and curses, is such a girl failure, hard core dark romance reader, wears gloves and long sleaved shirts all the time, has markings all over her arms and legs, wears a lame ass witch hat, pointy ears, is dating Aaron, yaps a-lot, is very confident.
Aaron (or now know as Adrian maybe): Werewolf, Pronouns: he/they (mainly he/him), Birthday: 12/17, Age: 30, demisexual, intersex, puerto rican, PTSD, autistic, social anxiety, RSD. So back when I was doing a bunch of those Mystreet rewrites, I daydreamed a-lot about what Aaron's character could be like, but the more I rewrited him the more he become his own character and slowly become a oc. Very shy and quite but can be very sassy, he's very motherly and babys the group a-lot, is dating Raven, covered in scars (mainly scars from being attacked but some are stretch marks), can't see for shit, love cooking and baking, is a boy failure, does coding and engineering (an all around computer science nerd, has a bunch of stuffed animals.
Apollo: Human, Pronouns: he/they, Birthday: 12/22, Age: 24, Indonesian, has no dating preferences. Deaf in both ears (wears blue hearing aids), a bit of a smartass but is very quite. There's also not much to his story yet. Does game design, does gameplays on youtube and twitch, fashionista.
Cutie: Vampire, Pronouns: she/her, Birthday: 4/20, Age: 21, women lover. There's not much to her character yet since she's very new to the story. She just very bubbly, friendly, and just fun to be around.
More oc yap
4/26/26
Story concepts and ideas. (Evolve)
When I have story concepts I usually drop them after a few days because they bored me, but for once I'm have story concept that has actually stay with me and I think it's because 1. they actually have something to do with things/storys tropes I like and 2. I'm not putting pressure on myself to take it seriously and letting myself take breaks.
The concept this time is about a slice of life but it takes place in a fantasy game, the story is mainly just players doing their daily missions and rading dungeons. What makes this game different however is, 1. it requires real life player teams in order to play, 2. if you die you lose all your stuff but you kept your XP and levels, and 3. the game has the difficlty of Elden Ring, so basically a hard ass multiple player fantasy game, that's also a MMORPG.
The story for the game is as basic as them all, players have to stop a demon from taking over the world, plain and simple. But the main story is just players having a good time thats it. Just a long fantasy slice of life story with just some simple main story plots. I wanted this story to be just for fun so I'm not going to add a crazy story line.
Besides from that, I don't know what the main characters will look like or who they will be, the only idea I have is to make a three party team that sucks at play Evolve but later gets adopted by a stronger party in one of the towns. They go on dungeon raids together and become stronger and eventually break up afterwords.
Even more oc yap
self harm, gore, violence, needles, body horror, child abuse.
4/26/26
Yama's backstory summarized, and character description.
Yama was created in a lab with the purpose of being tested on their blood powers called berserker. Berserker is a power that when consuming blood can turn parts any of the persons body into anything the think of (basicly shape shifting but with blood). But this failed, their body became unstable and they were unable to regenerate so they dispose her. Thankfully one of the docters (dr. Alfonso) took them in and continude the research. Yama got some special shots to help her regenerate their body with blood, however Alfonso feel guilt in taking them back to the reseach lab just to be use so they became their mother and started caring for them like a child.
Main plot idea (I guess)
One day Dr. Alfonso has gone missing, their not answering any of Yama's calls, and it's been 3 weeks. But Alfonso isn't dead, they went on a buissness trip but forgot to tell Yama. (if it wasn't obvious already Alfonso isn't the best parent)
Yama exporlers the outside world to find her only for them to get loss, two other charaters (Aaron and Raven) see Yama cry alone in a dark ally take her to a cafe and they talk, afterwords they help Yama find her way back home. And they became friends I guess.
(Obviously Dr. Alfonso comes back after like a few months but the hole point of this is to get Yama outside and to meet their furture friends, idk I'm not really done with the backstory so I just trying to understand what to do with the story)
Facts: Birthday-Feb 26, they don't have a gender but their prounons are she/they, they shape shifted into a basic anime girl because they grew up with a-lot anime, bites and scratches herself when nervous, they live in a underground base, has a pet named Coco.
Hobbies: Wirting, doing art and crafts, doll making/ Bjd customize/ figure making, and playing visual novels/story heavy games.
Habits: biting theirselfs, pulling their hair, pacing around, hitting theirselfs.
Personality: their pretty shy, quiet, and little werid and creepy. She has no social skills or knows any social cues. Shes never talked to anyone outside of Alfonso so her perspetive on the world is though the lens of fiction and the internet so she expects it to act in a sertet! way but that obviously doesn't happen.
Oc lore and summary yap
TW: Discrimination, racism, kidnapping, none stop violence, some internalize homophobia, abuse/child abuse , suicide, depression, mental health strugges, lots of death, mentions of SA, stress eating, loss of body autonomy, bad coping methods, self harm, not wanting to heal, War, weird relationships dynamics, ableism, phantom pain, and tramua.
4/25/26
Koa's lore and character description with some bouns Dokuja lore. (might post this on tumblr Idk)(A dragons tail) B-day: 6/15, Age: 38, he/him, gay.
Koa always was a generous person, he would help his parents rise money for themselfs, he'd help with the hard work in his small village, everything was just a simple. Untill one day Koa meet Dokuja after finding him trap under some rumble when he crash laneded into one of their towns buildings. Koa got worry if the town would sell Dokuja off so he kept him a secret, or at less try to since Dokuja had no problem being a mence. One day Dokuja sneaks out to explores only to be find base filled with human guards that are here try and find dragons to kill. Dokuja and the guards fight only to leave died body guards laying around. Word gets back to main base about a dragon on the lose, the guards kill a bunch of innocent people (including Koa's father and little sister, and the kidnapped Koa abd some other villagers. Dokuja feels bad and now wants to take down the humans instead of running away again. Years later and Dokuja sticks to his word, attacking the guards base and save the dragons and the people that have been taken by them and Koa, Koa and Dokuja reunite.
Koa recovers at his mom's house and now spends his days helping the community shelter for people in the village that have no where to return to. Months after Dokuja's raid the people in recover were acting suspicious (lets call them patients for now), they kept talking about so big plan that would set them free. Koa didn't think much of it. But one night a shed blow up, when people went to check what happen all the saw where burned dead bodys of the patients. Koa later finds out one person who knew about this and starts question them. They tell him they will only reveal thier plans if he helps them kill theirself with poison, Koa says no at first, but later after hearing their story he says yes to the plan. He helps them die and exposes the other patients plans, and the patients go into lock down (higher patrol over them) so they down hurt themselves. Koa obviously feels terrible over what has been happning and for he did, so he goes into a big depressive episode and starts stress eating and gets suicide thoughs. Just hear the story of people being r*ped, people being forced to bear magic carvings so they can work, seeing people mentally fall apart, and hearing about the abuse and ableism from the workers that help at the community shelter makes his stomach turn. He starts working harder for the community (more then he should have), he teaches the children, he helps make plans for the adults that want to move out of the shelter find new homes, and he pays for the medicine and treatment for people who can afford it.(I know this sounds unrealistic but remember this is a fantasy world and at a time where rent and bills didn't exist) Thankfully Dokuja and his team help with the shelter too by get materials and watching over the patients when Koa is gone.
Idk where to go with his story so heres some ideas. Maybe Koa becomes the villages leader since the original leader died, or maybe he makes the gifted knights (higher ups) become leader and He's just a supervisor, or hell maybe he joins Dokuja's team and they goes on adventures togther.
Koa opinoins on Dokuja and their relationship: Dokuja is a good friend of his, just a really fun and motivating guy to be around. Which is crazy because the were the opposite. Koa was the one that was care free and Dokuja was the one that was so serious all the time because of his past. Koa and Dokuja have a very odd relationship, Koa feels weird about still being interested in men even after then shit he went though so instead of talking about this with Dokuja and just talking a break in their relationship he decides to ignore him and act like their not friends, this doesn't last of course. Think of this like that one meme of the guy saying "I'm not a boy kisser!" while blushing and you'll see want I'm talking about. For Dokuja, he still thinks Koa is this care free and chill guy but he isn't, he tries to hang out like they used to but it doesn't click with him that Koa might be different and that might not be a bad thing.
Koa opinoins on Dokuja's team: Koa at first though they were really annoying and some trouble makers but he has slowly learn to trust them.
Dokuja lore: A long time ago dragons (dragon like people) used to be everwhere, but humans happen and made dragons lives a living hell. Humans wanted the dragons race to go extinct so they started a mass murder group that I don't know the name of just yet, and started killing them and this lasted for centuries. Years later Dokuja was born and shit hit the fan as soon as his life started, humans pulled up and killed a bunch of the poison dragons including his parents. Thankfully an old and wise earth dragon saved him (no I don't know their name either). Later in life (when Dokuja is like 15) the same shit happens, Dokuja's father figure dies because of humans but he escapes. Dokuja carsh lands in a village and mets Koa, Koa takes care of him and trys to kept him out of trouble but that doesn't work out. Dokuja is final 21 and becomes a sky pirate, killing humans and save lives, hes even got his own crew. But it woundn't be Dokuja's life if there wasn't something bad happening, on one of their raids through an air ship, Dokuja trys to make it out and somehow losses an arm (he also gets separated from his team. Thankful Koa village was near by.) He hangs out for a while with the village and then leaves when he gets his arm replace.
Dokuja Team- Dokuja: 3/2, Age: 37, He/him, bi, dragon type: poison. Orochi: 7/31, 34, he/him, Dp: male/nonbinary, dragon type: fire. Eclipse: 11/2, 23, he/him, Dp: male/female, dragon type: water. Quartz: 5/25, 51, she/they, Dp: male/female/nonbinary, dragon type: earth/rock. Sol: 8/18, 23, they/them, Dp: none, dragon type: light.
Facts: Dokuja and Koa are dating had have been dating since the first met, Koa works at his family restertant - the community center is just something they help out with, Koa does most of the work, Koa doesn't really go outside besides for work, Koa and Dokuja have a-lot of symbolism about their relationship using a tangerine tree they used to play around, Koa and Dokuja become a couple again in thier 40s/50s when they finally figure shit out.
Welcome Home yap
Spoilers for all of welcome home. (I might come back and fix things when the summer update drops)
2/23/26
I've been rewatching welcome home and I wanted to go on a yap session because I NEED to talk about welcome home or I'll blow up💥, most these and questions/theories I have for welcome home and just what I think will happen in the later updates, so an overall yapping blog. I'm going to start from the least questions and theories I have to the most since I've been doing my research for the two or three days and I'm very tried. I will be manly trying to stir away from the most commen theories, this is not to say that those theories are bad or anything I just want to bring something new to the table. I know not all of the content we talk about will mean anything to the story (merch and concept art) but I think it's fun to look at some of it and analyze it. But we will not looking in too deep into the fantasy/supernatural because not everything can be explained. What I mean by that is things like the recordings of charachters crashing out, of course their is no logic behind it is their to tell the story that's it, sorry for this blog being all over the place I have a lot to say.
Howdy Pillar🐛
Theres not much going on for Howdy right now so lets just start with him, first I wanted to talk about the merch flowers and I know that the flowers are just for show , however the Juile and frank update made it very clear that the flower meanings are important to the charaters and the story so I going to talk about it. Howdy's flowers are apple blossom, and they symbolize good fortune, love, peace, optimism/hope, and transformation, yeah Howdy (for the most part) is kind but I am more inetersted with transformation and good fortune. Does this implaiy that the theme for howdys update will be about him transformation into a butterfly (monster or not) or does this mean like in a mental way, like will we see a transformation in his personaltiy. And what does good fortune implaiy? Will Howdy be good fortune for welcome home like a lucky charm, because obviously he will suffer at some point it the story but will he act as a plot deive (coming in and saving people at the perfet time or something). lastly I wanted to know was what will the black stuff take from him, juile and frank (I'm not sure about poppy or eddie) the black stuff took something from them that made the who they are, juile and her joy and frank and his smarts and a big chock of his mermory (frank houstly got it the worse) so what about howdy, will it take his shop, his custmors, or his family?
Poppy Partridge🐓
In poppy's merch her flower zephyr symbolize rebirth, renewal, and the magic of unexpected beauty, now renewal can mean she is tryingnto kept her job and the magic of unexpected beauty just means people will stop being ableism to her or the albesim will get worse for her, bit the rebirth sounds more intersing. Will poppy die at some point and come back to life, or does this mean poppy will come back in public attention -Also the monster from the halloween update made poppy forget. In frank's update he talks to poppy and says that all she hear was a animal growl and scratching the door, there is no other animal like creature in welcome home, "???: no, please sit with me." -Ron or monster, -turns on light a lantern, scratching on wood and knocking and wall banging, "it's open/ the door's open."
Eddie Dear💌
-merch flower lavender symbolize gay, clam, healing, love, purity, -what did he see -clock watch(merch/"E"), -why did he pretened to forget frank (I know something you don't know. It is two wrods long. The first word is sweet. The second word it a flower. Interwined they call is mind the face of a neighbor he pretends not to know.), -what happen when he left (x-mas).
Barnaby B. Beagle🐕
-merch flower dogsbane symbolize comfort and consolation, -what will happen to barnaby, -what will be the theme, -why can barnaby talk to home, -why is barnaby favortive, -guard dog, why is he acting like an asshole, -what does frank mean when he says "Barnaby always gets his way.
Home 🏠
My first question is why is home alive, now you can say its because of magic🌈✨ or whatever but I think its because of the black stuff, when welcome home was relesed you could look behind home and see the black gop and a swirl in the middle of it where the woods would be, if the black stuff really is organic like a plant and came from the forest it could have sprend like a vires and weht to home first.Sally Starlet☀️
-merch flower anemone symbolize protection(disease and illness, against evil and ill wishes) and relaxation, -why does sally know about the night monster, -what will happend to sally, -sally knows what the monster is searching for, -sally main writer, why does sally have revealed concept art of her live puppet and why is she larger than the other puppet in concept art.
Julie Joyful🌈
-merch flower idk maybe a primrose symbolism youth, safty and protection, young love, and femininity, -what was that flower and what will it do, - why did she leave her home, -how long has she been playing this persona, -is the flower making her forget, will the flower come back and why, -what will happen to juile, -old tumblr art (noncanon) concept art, tulip child(the rainbow monster handbook)/winter flower-symbolize strength/power, mystery, elegance, rebirth after darkness
Frank Frankly🦋
-merch flower forget-me-not symbolism remembrance, faithful love and emotional connections, remembrance, -the crack noise at the end of "E", -"But then how did I get here?", -frank's foot prints lelds to the forest, -"no memory of that butterfly you saw either", -why should others worry about the flower being upruted, -the clock in his house, -"new flower" (neighborhood), -why was he holding himself back, -what is the red letter, -frank is the only one who see that things have change even with mermory loss, -hasn't talked to eddie for months (since chirstmas), -"does he not knoe how to behave?", -selfwroth, -"its good we uprooted it. why doesn't see that?", -old tumblr art (noncanon)-concept art, -Franks foot parits.
.W 💾
How did W find the commercials, there is a vinatge tv in the first update when they showed the whrp work room, but old tv's propbably won't show old ads/shows unleast there is a network that is still working and streaming those x-mas ads. We will probably wouldn't find out until way later since W touch the black stuff and lost his mermory but how did W find welcome home, did he just runmeg though a old marlo facility since he first found them thurgh a book of them. Why dosen't W watch the wally's video's? It's not like they are if they was they wound have talked about it on there blog, are they intentionally ignoring it or arew they just not supposed to see them, but they have, they see that they are "bugs" and get rid of them, W knows about wally's drawings on the guestbook why don't they just watch the videos. Maybe it's because of the black stuff makeing him forgit???? Why can't W answer the phone, is it becomes the phone is the same as wally's (with the same phone number) and just can't call back. But how does that explian the regger or the fact that they have heard the toy phone say dierent stuff coming from the phone. How much of this is W hallucinate because of the black gop.Wally Darling🎨
-merch flower auricula symbolize strength and resilience, -wally can now do things whyell looking (can look though bugs now), wally dosen't have mermories of his friends-house black void, -how did wally find the welcome home website and why cna he just add videos/draw, -wally can see thougrh the art/fanwork and the is why he found the website(magic), -wally's voice, -wally not expressing face, -how can wally use the phone to intereact with the site (magic), -did wally send out merch so people can learn about welcome home, -will wally use buggy, -why does wally pop up in juile's update "is that what really happen Juile", -wally stopping frank from leave, -where is wally, -why does wally want to "play", -why is there a wally puppet replica in play exhibition but with no conpect art, -"the screen gets dark when you leave, when you come back the screen glows" his t.v screen, -will wally be able to get to the real world, -"let me in"(I cannot get in)-"are we in trouble-"you know me, you do" wally having RSD (rejection sensitive dysphoria), -"I do know what to call what we are doing", -"maybe the gift make you happy?", -"I can't do much as I am now", -what does wally want/want to get into, -why does wally need his phone button to talk to W, -"a smile is to show a feeling called joy. but sometimes there is something else in there. hidden behind petals. hidden in soil. but what is it. what does it do. it lives in the head. it shakes the body, it talks, but what does it mean when its bud is cloed off. what does it mean when its hiding deep in the woods. the answer is not in the book. i wonder why it hides.", -"home is not here" Frank update, -wally changing stuff of juile anf frank.
Questions I still have.
Concept art for puppet functions, -what does the swirl mean, -how did all that merch get there, -will we see the other workers, -how much of the things being showed just things the teams artist drew, - poem meaning "a rose without thorns but still has leaves is filled with fear and with hope. when both are not there may be neither hope nor fear. (language of flowers), -"follow your dog. find your trophy", -the black gop is a portal to a different world, -what does Question Answer want, -why doesn't QA not want to send pizes and why do they know about the black gop and its affects, -what in the box???, -what if it's a puppet world, -why is the show still is going to channels, -buggle transform, -how did they get the job, -"so many stories have risen about their oringins" so people know about the monster, -how much of the content is for work and what is just real, -are they still working at the show, -why did the show shut down (for people), -no footage for the show, -what is marlo(toy, broadcast,, -the black gop grows like a plant, -marlo created the flower/black gop, -are the storybooks just audio.
Who do I think will be the main focus for the next update?
I think Sally will most likely be next because of the update being in the summer and she has too many important shit tied to the story to not make her next. I'm so excited to see what they do even if it's not what I'm expecting, they have blow me out the water with the story telling so anything will be a real treat.
update
1/1/26
Holostars makes me so happy and also makes me so fucking emotional right now. I'm watching jurard's philippines charity stream right now and just seeing in the first 20mins of stream people already have the goal finished made my shead tears 🥹, like holy shit seeing that was fucking beautiful. And the holostars constellation karaoke was awsome. I FUCKING LOVE HOLOSTARS🌟!
Welcome home
12/2/25
The welcome home update just drop a few days ago and it was awesome, I really excitd to see more from welcome home updates, I forgot how much this arg brings me joy. I would talk about it but I don't what to spoil it for you. If you don't know what welcome home is than watch this Night Mind's Welcome Home videos, don't watch those lame ass theory videos tho (the game theorists, and Remgames), all they do is ruin the story. You should watch people like Night Mind and AlleyDreamer, people who actually understand the story.
I also getting hit with a depressive episode and I can't tell if it's because of seasonal depression or that I know that next year is about to get way worse, idk.
Aphmau - MTBlacklullaby
8/24/25
Yippie (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ). I just watch Mermaid Tales the black lullaby and it was AWESOME!
The animation, the writing, the cute zane crab, and the hot men (^///^). I'm writing this while I wait for the next episode that is coming out today (8/31/25) I think... And I'm VERY excited, also Laurance was there which is just expect points :3c.
Aphmau - Mystreet
8/20/25
Conext: A month or two ago I was working on my persona (like artist persona) and when I was watching one of the video I got recommended a video about redesiging mystreet charaters. I was surpised, I didn't think anyone remember mystreet really, it was like 8 years ago when the last time an episode of Mystreet was posted and the main channel switch to more family friendly contect. And thats how I found out that mystreet was getting a season 7( and 8) ＼（〇_ｏ）／. Honestly I though mystreet had ended at season 6, mind you I was 12 or 13 a the time and I wasn't on social media so I didn't know the series was put on hold q(≧▽≦q). So to make long story short out of curious I watch a summary for Mystreet. And went from going in to just fill my curious to watch all of Mystreet (´･ω･`)?
As much as I would like to yap my ass off about mystreet and how it has taken over my mind but I will for once not do that and instead just draw art. Also I will at some point will post more art on here I just busy with stuff in my personal life.